Sunday, May 9

Mood: Melancholy, Status: Confused

Still can't stop replaying last week.
It's stupid. I can't shut it off.
Like a theater with surround sound and I'm stuck inside and can't leave and it just keeps coming back to me.

I wish there was more stuff to do here, because then I'd have other things to do and think about and this nonsense would stop plaguing me, but I don't.

I'm stuck on repeat.

If only I could say "in other news..."

Um.. I guess I could say that

'In other news', I keep coming to the realization that my life is never what I really want it to be. Something's always missing or just out of grasp so that paradise is just out of reach.

It really felt so close, if only for a moment.

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